Hate To Say I Told You So

neilgudenau @ 2006-01-31T18:17:00

2006-01-31T23:19:57Z

i think i'm pretty awesome
since i forgot how to use this
and i just figured it out in spanish

neilgudenau @ 2005-10-22T18:20:00

2005-10-22T22:09:59Z

journals are lame

neilgudenau @ 2005-08-26T12:00:00

2005-08-26T16:06:06Z

Well we're going to be in school at this time pretty soon.
I guess im pretty happy to go back
but i'd be happier not going as soon as we have too
I just went school shopping yesterday in i think birch run
that was pretty fun
i got a few things
i still want to get another shirt of two though
i want to hopefully have another poker thing again too
it was pretty fun last time
even though i didn't win any money
not entirly sure what im doing today
but i'll talk to all of you later

neilgudenau @ 2005-08-18T20:32:00

2005-08-19T00:27:50Z

Gorgeous
Beautiful
Stunning
Elegant
Astonishing
Spectacular
Extravagant
Magnificent
Fabulous
Impressive
Attractive
Striking
Good Looking
Dazzling
Lovely
Amazing
Incredible
Beyond Belief
Wonderful
Astounding
Remarkable
Shocking

which ones describe you
who else do they describe to you

neilgudenau @ 2005-08-10T19:54:00

2005-08-10T23:46:51Z

Keep the noise low,
She doesn't wanna blow it,
Shake from head to toe
while your left hand does the "show me around"
Quickens your heartbeat,
It beats me straight into the ground.

You don't recover from a night like this.
A victim, still lying in bed, completely motionless.
A hand moves in the dark to a zipper.
Hear a boy bracing tight against sheets
barely whisper, "This is so messed up."

Upon arrival the guests had all stared.
Dripping wet and clearly depressed,
he'd headed straight for the stairs.
No longer cool, but a boy in a stitch,
unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships.

(Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.)

He keeps his hands low.
He doesn't wanna blow it.
He's wet from head to toe and
his eyes give her the up and the down.
His stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up.
But the body on the bed beckons forward
and he starts growing up.

The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason i breathed, but now its choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.

She hits the lights.
This doesn't seem quite fair.
Despite everything he learned from his friends,
he doesn't feel so prepared.
She's breathing quiet and smooth.
He's gasping for air.
"This is the first and last time," he says.
She fakes a smile and presses her hips into his.
He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.
He's holding back from telling her
exactly what it really feels like.

He is the lamb, she is the slaughter.
She's moving way too fast and all he wanted was to hold her.
Nothing that tells her is really having an effect.
He whispers that he loves her,
but she's probably only looking for...

(Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.)

So much more than he could ever give.
A life free of lies and a meaningful relationship.
He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.
He waits for it to end
and for the aching in his guts to subside.

The people, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason i breathed, but now its choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.

Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.

The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason i breathed, but now its choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.

neilgudenau @ 2005-08-07T11:51:00

2005-08-07T15:53:45Z

well, you see i was reading meagans livejournal
and she updated just yesterday
so that encouraged me to update
latly i've been hanging out with people, everyday
pretty amazing, seeing usually i say no to people about hanging out
i hung out with mike yesterday
now we weren't jumping over any six foot walls
but hey, me and mike are going to be rich
we found a pretzel that looks like the B for the Boston Redsox
and were selling it for millions
im going camping the 12th,13th,and 14th
its not for too long
but its going to be incredibly fun
we're going kayaking if thats spelled right
and we might go fourwheeling like the last time
and fishing
and it will be fun
maybe you'll get another update out of me after i go
and it will be all about it
but i have to go eat breakfast now
i'll talk to you some other time

neilgudenau @ 2005-07-25T18:48:00

2005-07-25T22:41:52Z

hey my name is neil and i think i'm a pimp, but really i'm not. I take tons of pics of myself naked with my mom's camera!!!

I <333 my sister & her bfffff caterina!!!!!

;)

I also take pictures of the spongebob i drew at my grandmother's house. I am very proud of my accomplishments and i strive to be more and more like my INSANELY creative sister pamela. God i envy her. One day, when i get that operation, i may even look like her.

neilgudenau @ 2005-07-24T22:19:00

2005-07-25T02:17:46Z

lately..
i got new headphones the other day
im pretty happy about that
im using my mp3 a lot more
and i broke it sort of today
but its still fine
robby stayed the night last night
we skated to 7-11 last night at like 1.30
i got a mountain dew slurpee
..one of the greatest slurpee flavors in the world
we just fucked around a lot and swam
and we found a pretty sweet place to skate at
in st. clair shores
tomorrow im going to pull weeds at my moms friends house for a couple hours
on tuesday im probably going to a cottage
should be real fun
i'll be back wednesday night or thursday in the day time
im going camping again in august too
its going to be awesome!
i cant wait!
this is the first summer i've really gone camping
and its incredibly fun
oh, i got new shoes and sandals too!
my sandals are etnies
and my shoes are es
they look sweet on me, and only me
because im just sweet like that

i hope everyones having fun this summer
i am

neilgudenau @ 2005-07-16T23:17:00

2005-07-17T03:09:14Z

SO HERE IS WHAT YOU DO!!!!
a) Get a pen
b) Get a paper
c) Number it 1-13!
d) Answer these questions!

1. What's your favorite color out of:
A. Green
B. Blue
C. Orange
D. Black
E. Pink

2. What color is your hair?
A. Blonde/Dirty Blonde
B. Brown
C. Red
D. Black
E. Bald or any other color

3. What color are your eyes?
A. Hazel
B. Green
C. Brown
D. Blue
E. gray

4. What is your favorite sport out of:
A. Basketball
B. Cheerleading
C. Football
D. Soccer
E. Baseball

5. What's your favorite way to talk?
A. Phone
B. In Person
C. Instant Message
D. E-mail
E. Letters (Mail)

6. What is your favorite kinda music out of:
A. Rap
B. Country
C. Hard Rock
D. Pop
E. General Rock

7. Who's your favorite singer out of:
A. Ludacris
B. Tim McGraw
C. Ozzy Osbourne
D. Nsync
E. Shakira

8. What's your favorite show out of:
A. Jackass (MTV)
B. The Simpsons
C. SpongeBob SquarePants
D. Surviver
E. The Osbournes

9. What's your favorite movie out of:
A. Not Another Teen Movie
B. Joy Ride
C. I Know What You Did Last Summer
D. Forest Gump
E. Shrek

10. What month were you born?
January February March April May June July August
September October November December

11. Name a person of the opposite sex.

12. Name a person of the same sex.

13. Now make a wish! (you have to write this down or
it won't come true)

> >> > >>>******* >> > >>>****** >> > >>>*****
>> > >>>**** >> *~Answers~*

1. Green- Fun to be around
Blue- Stylish
Orange- Funky
Black- Lonely
Pink- Sweet

2. Blonde/Dirty Blonde- Hyper
Brown- Causal
Red- Tough
Black- Holds back feelings
Bald or any other color- Free Spirit

3. Hazel- Out Going
Green- Happy
Brown- Loud
Blue- Cute
Gray- Unpredictable

4. Basketball- Direct
Cheer leading- Never Gives Up
Football- Watchful
Soccer- Nice
Baseball- Loveable

5. Phone- Busy a lot of the time
In Person- Social able
Instant Message- A Leader
E-mail- Has a lot of friends
Letters (Mail)- Has many thoughts

6. Rap- Friendly
Country- Cute
Hard Rock- Wild
Pop- unoriginal
General Rock- Pretty cool to hang around

7. Ludacris- Loves to Party
Tim McGraw- Sexy
Ozzy Osbourne- Awesome
N'sync- boring
Shakira- Fun

8. Jackass- Awesome
The Simpsons- Funny
Sponge Bob Square Pants- Cool
Surviver- Adventurous
The Osbournes- Knows how to have a great time

9. Not Another Teen Movie- Knows who they are
Joy Ride- Cool
I Know What You Did Last Summer- Fun
Forest Gump- Has a big heart
Shrek- oRiGinaL

10. January- Funny
February- Loveable
March- Loves to be noticed a lot
April- Easy going
May- Loves to be around a lot of people
June- Stylish
July- Rude
August- A good friend
September- Loves to flirt
October- Strict
November- Nice
December- Sweet

11. That Person Will fall in love with you if you
put this on ur journal

12. This person Will become your enemy if you don't
put this on ur journal

13. This wish Will come true if you put this on ur site

neilgudenau @ 2005-07-11T14:18:00

2005-07-11T18:14:48Z

well someone is making me update
so i guess i will
so far my summer has been pretty good
i've had a lot of fun
and i plan on having way more fun
yesterday i went to madison heights to a little skate park
it was pretty sweet
then i went to wendys
and i ate food there
and there service is pretty lame
but then i went on a boatride on my uncles boat
it was a lot of fun
im really glad i went
and my little cousin Kyle is so funny
then i was at my grandmas for a little bit
i got home around 12
and today tim and brandon should be on there way over right now
we are probably going to skate some
and maybe swim
and i have to cut my lawn today
should be so much fun
okay, thats it for now
maybe i'll update later
but i doubt it

okay everyone have a good summerr!
caity, i love you

comment like crazyy

neilgudenau @ 2005-07-09T15:02:00

2005-07-09T18:54:24Z

woo its summer

One-Eighty By Summer

2005-06-17T01:01:46Z

Come on just say it,
You need me like a bad habit,
One that gives you the interest of indepth and love.
Come on just say it (Are you afraid to),
You need me like a bad habit (Say what you want to, tell me you want to),
One that gives you the interest of indepth and love (Are you afraid to say what you want to, tell me you want to).

Well I hold my tongue use it to assess,
The damage from way back when it mattered,
But nothing seems important anymore,
We’re just protecting ourselves from our self,
And I don’t think I’ll ever come back down (I don’t think I’ll ever come back down),
I don’t think I’ll ever come back down (I don’t think I’ll ever come back down),
I don’t think I’ll ever come back down (I don’t think I’ll ever come back…),
I don’t think I’ll ever come back…

Are you ashamed to say what you want to tell me you want to.
Are you ashamed to say what you want to tell me you want to.
(Come on just say it) Are you ashamed to (Come on just say it) say what you want to tell me you want to.
(Come on just say it) Are you ashamed to (Come on just say it) say what you want to tell me you want to.

I’m making the difference,
It just seems pointless,
Well I’ll be obvious,
That’s got out of focus,
Why can’t you just be happy,
Why can’t you just be happy.
And I don’t think I’ll ever come back down (I don’t think I’ll ever come back down),
I don’t think I’ll ever come back down (I don’t think I’ll ever come back down),
I don’t think I’ll ever come back down (I don’t think I’ll ever come back…),
I don’t think I’ll ever come back...

(Just come back… {over and over, about 15 times})
Just come on just say it,
Come on just say it,
Well I’ll just say it,
I’ll just say it,
I need you defenseless, dependent and alone.
(Just come back… {over and over, about 9 times})
She says live up to your first impression,
Well my best side was your worst invention,
In case you live without the intention,
In case you live without the intention.
(Just come back… {over and over, about 8 times})
She says live up to your first impression,
Well my best side was your worst invention,
In case you live without the intention,
In case you live without the intention.

She says live up to your first impression (Come on, just say it),
Well my best side was your worst invention (Come on, just say it),
Why cant you live without the intention (I need you defenseless, dependent),
Why can’t you love without the intention (alone).
She says live up to your first impression (I just say it),
Well my best side was your worst invention (I just say it),
Why cant you live without the intention (I need you defenseless, dependent),
Why can’t you love without the intention (Alone),
Why can’t you love (Defenseless, dependent),
Why cant you love (Defenseless, dependent),
Why can’t you love…without…love…without (Defenseless, dependent, defenseless, dependent),
Why can’t you love (Defenseless, dependent),
Why can’t you love (Defenseless, dependent),
Why can’t you love…without…love…without (Defenseless, dependent, defenseless, dependent).

neilgudenau @ 2005-06-15T23:23:00

2005-06-16T03:15:50Z

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Neil Gudenau
Birthday:	february 1991
Birthplace:	the D
Current Location:	my living room
Eye Color:	greenish
Hair Color:	dirty blonde
Height:	'bout 5 11
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	french canadian
The Shoes You Wore Today:	emerica
Your Weakness:	temper issues
Your Fears:	getting really mad and killing someone
Your Perfect Pizza:	pepperoni..bacon if im daring
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	have fun
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	dont have one
Thoughts First Waking Up:	fuck off mom
Your Best Physical Feature:	super handsome
Your Bedtime:	psh, bedtimes smedtimes
Your Most Missed Memory:	8th grade lunch
Pepsi or Coke:	liter of coca cola
MacDonalds or Burger King:	donald
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:	twist
Cappuccino or Coffee:	capp
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	hell fucking yeah asshole
Do you Sing:	a little, by my self
Do you Shower Daily:	yes
Have you Been in Love:	i dont really know
Do you want to go to College:	yes
Do you want to get Married:	yes
Do you belive in yourself:	yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	not at all
Do you think you are Attractive:	look back at what my best feature is
Are you a Health Freak:	no
Do you get along with your Parents:	of course
Do you like Thunderstorms:	sure
Do you play an Instrument:	yes
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	i dont remember
In the past month have you Smoked:	never have before
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	i guess
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	acually yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	never
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yeah, im in a hardcore emo band and i hate life
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	never have
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	the other day i stole my sisters lemonade
Ever been Drunk:	i dont remember
Ever been called a Tease:	no
Ever been Beaten up:	by tim in a pool
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	eating some KFC listening to taking back sunday
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	your gardener
What country would you most like to Visit:	beligum
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	green
Favourite Hair Color:	brunette
Short or Long Hair:	long
Height:	in the 5 foot range
Weight:	just like caity
Best Clothing Style:	nice
Number of Drugs I have taken:	none
Number of CDs I own:	who cares
Number of Piercings:	just ears
Number of Tattoos:	not a lot
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	as little as possible
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

neilgudenau @ 2005-06-01T20:48:00

2005-06-02T00:40:35Z

Well as you can all see i am updating
so hows life goin' for everyone
its going pretty good for me
summer is pretty much here
this summer should kickass
my pool is open
and its ready to swim in
but i'll save that for another day
school is almost donnne!
a couple more weeks and everyone will be happy
well i dont plan on making this long
so i'll you to you all later

comment i guess

caity i love you so much beautiful!

neilgudenau @ 2005-05-11T10:36:00

2005-05-13T02:36:54Z

Hey Everyone.
My day has been just fine & dandy.
i woke up, got ready for school,
then went to school. haha. um then
i went to 1st hour. Which was gay.
Then 2nd hour. Which i love! Then 3rd
hour. It's gay. 4th hour. I love it!
5th i love it! 6th is gay. 7th.. i love
that one too!

Then after was track.
I love track!
We took pictures.
Yessssss.

By the way this is Caity.
Updating for Neil.
I'm on the phone with him
riiight now! :O

I LOVE YOU NEIL!!!

Give 'Em Hell, Kid

2005-04-27T02:30:47Z

oh baby here comes the sound
i took a train outta new orleans
and they shot me full of ephedrine
this is how we like to do it in the murder scene
can we settle up the score

if you were here i'd never have a fear
so go on live your life
but i miss you more than i did yesterday

you're beautiful
well i'm a total wreck and almost every day
like the firing squad or the mess you made
well don't i look pretty walking down the street
in the best damn dress i own

if you were here i'd never have a fear
so go on live your life

but i miss you more than i did yesterday
you're so far away
so c'mon show me how
cause i mean this more than words can ever say

we are young and we don't care
your dreams and your hopeless hair
we never wanted it to be this way
for all our lives
do you care at all?

if you were here i'd never have a fear
so go on live your life
but i miss you more than i did yesterday
you're so far away
so c'mon show me how
cause i mean this more than words can ever say

Hello!

2005-04-16T16:47:51Z

Oh my gosh neil is updating =o
Well everyone, i don't have much to talk about, but i'll try just to make a few people happy. Soo latly i have been going to school, then track, then someones house, then home. School is going pretty good latly, yesterday i went to 4 elementrys to tell them how "band is cool". But that was fun, i mostly talked to Caity Emily and Angela. And the last school i had to pee like no ones had to pee before. But then i went. and Caity had to go, so i made fun of her for making fun of me.lol We got back from track, and i went to seventh hour, we passed out some papers. Then a firedrill. And i almost got "shipped outa there" by mr car for tapping Caitys shoulder. After school we had track at eastland, that was gay because the highschool is better. I did 4 laps around the soccer feild in 5:47..that not the greatest..After track, kelis lovly mom gave me a ride home so i didn't have to walk. Thanks Keli and your mom :D At home i sat around, talked online, and then got pissed off because my mom was being a fuckin' asshole, but it all worked out because we went to National Coney Island :D Thennnn, we went to mc.donalds and got strawberry-banana shakes, which i put in the freezer and happen to be eating right now! Then i went running around 10.30 Then i watched Jay Leno at 11.30, and sorry i never came back online Caity..i fell asleep, lol

Well i am going to go finish my shake
catcha you all laterr

Sincerly,
Neil Gudenau

Hey!

2005-04-07T22:16:32Z

You gotta be crazy, you gotta have a real need
You gotta sleep on your toes, and when you're on the street
You gotta be able to pick out the easy meat with your eyes closed
And then moving in silently, down wind and out of sight
You gotta strike when the moment is right without thinking.
And after a while, you can work on points for style
Like the club tie, and the firm handshake
A certain look in the eye, and an easy smile
You have to be trusted by the people that you lie to
So that when they turn their backs on you
You'll get the chance to put the knife in.
You gotta keep one eye looking over your shoulder
You know it's going to get harder, and harder, and harder as you get older
And in the end you'll pack up, fly down south
Hide your head in the sand
Just another sad old man
All alone and dying of cancer.
And when you loose control, you'll reap the harvest that you've sown
And as the fear grows, the bad blood slows and turns to stone
And it's too late to loose the weight you used to need to throw around
So have a good drown, as you go down, alone
Dragged down by the stone.
I gotta admit that I'm a little bit confused
Sometimes it seems to me as if I'm just being used
Gotta stay awake, gotta try and shake off this creeping malaise
If I don't stand my own ground, how can I find my way out of this maze?
Deaf, dumb, and blind, you just keep on pretending
That everyone's expendable and no-one has a real friend
And it seems to you the thing to do would be to isolate the winner
And everythings done under the sun
And you believe at heart, everyone's a killer.
Who was born in a house full of pain
Who was trained not to spit in the fan
Who was told what to do by the man
Who was broken by trained personnel
Who was fitted with collar and chain
Who was given a pat on the back
Who was breaking away from the pack
Who was only a stranger at home
Who was ground down in the end
Who was found dead on the phone
Who was dragged down by the stone.

Last Chance To Lose Your Keys

2005-04-01T00:26:40Z

I cashed in all my chips tonight and combed my hair till it was just right.
Cause I've been thinking about you and me girl, and we got something going on.
You told me you can't wait to see me and then you didn't bother to even show up.
This whole situation is incredibly typical, I should have seen it all along.
It's girls like you that make my think I'm better
off at home on a Saturday night with all my doors locked up tight.
I won't be thinking about you baby.
You call me on the phone, and you don't even want to talk.
You're staring at me from across the room then turn your back when I walk up.
We got inches away, and I never even got close.
So leave your lipstick at home.
Don't pick up the phone.
Don't bother to look in my direction.
I should have seen it all along.
It's girls like you that make me
think I'm better off home on a Saturday night with all my doors locked up tight.
I won't be thinking about you, baby.
Forget everything you think you know about me.
This isn't highschool
this isn't highschool
this isn't highschool
this isn't highschool
this isn't highschool...

neilgudenau @ 2005-03-27T01:16:00

2005-03-27T06:14:21Z

SOMEONE HACKED INTO MY LIVEJOURNAL.
OMG I DONT KNOW WHO IT IS.
THEY KNOW MY PASSWORD & EVERYTHING.
EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE DELTED !
IM SO FRUSTERATED.
OMMG! OMMG! OMMG!
I THINK IT WAS A GHOST! :O :O

REGRETFULLY,
THE GHOST.

its spring break ;) ;)

2005-03-27T06:10:59Z

ok lets see.
what to update aboutt nowww.

well since its easter i get to drink pop. & im such of a loser that i actually WAITED until it was tweleve to drink pop. yea.. so now im drinking pop. thats all i do. & i watched saturday night live. thats all that i know that i did. i sit around on the computer to. because i have no life.

ok i updated :D
everyone is happy nowww.
yup i betttt.

HAPPY EASTER!

- from..
UNKNOWN. :O :O :O !!

neilgudenau @ 2005-03-18T23:19:00

2005-03-19T04:27:59Z

This message is to Neil, from his neighbor across the street...

Neil, I thought we were closer than this? You arent allowed to keep secrets from me.. definitely NOT cool. lol. we will just have to discuss the matter at our secret meeting, at the secret spot.. well im gonna go talk to emily about how upset i am about you hiding stuff from me.. lmao j/m but i gotta go.. emily loves you very much! :*

je t'aime

<3

((why are you typing so slow)) :D lmao

I walkkk aloneee.

2005-03-01T03:20:29Z

Neil is LAZY.
LAZY, LAZY. :P

So I (Caity) have to update for hiiim :D

Well i asked Neil what he did today
& he said:

1. Uhh Tim came over
2. Skated - almost snapped the nose off my deck like 6 times
3. Ate food

Then he made plans with someone for a special
time @ 8. ;) Plans got cancelled :( He criiiied.

Well theres not much left.
He's boreing.

Wow - i just realized its the last day in Febuary!

Comment for him! :)

Hey Kids!

2005-02-20T20:35:26Z

Its break for a couple more days!
Lets see, lately i've been hanging out with people. On this one day matt and brandon stayed the night, then left sort of early next day, then me and brandon and tim skated, we tryed to give some lessons to meagan and cassie, they just didn't work out, then tim and brandon left, and the next day which was yesterday i think, yes it was, anyways me and tim were skating, walmart kicked us out, what the hell is that, they never care that were there, but they decided to be fags, then i talked online for a while, today i might hang out with meagan and emily, and tim is calling me later, so we'll see what happens, oh yeah, i have to start/finish a little science thing before wednesday, and a history thing by what ever day it is do. There we go, i updated, way to go me!

-randoms-
Meagan has a sexy body(;!
Snow is for loserrrs!
I hate snow!
If you hate snow leave one here!

neilgudenau @ 2005-02-17T19:36:00

2005-02-18T00:44:24Z

Hey its Meagan updating for Neil. hes such a loser. he never updates his journal. and it really annoying so im going to do it for him.. well im not sure exactly what he has done this week but i will do my best..

Monday - He went to school. Valentines Day! That manwhore had 2 Valentines. I hear one of them is really hott? ;-) lmao. He made fun of me for going home sick,then got mad at me cuz i didnt take him with me. I assume he eventually made his way home where he most likely got on the computer.

Tuesday- All that i know is that he went to school. Oh yeah and i think he went to bestbuy? or maybe that was wednesday? i dont remember..

Wednesday-Went to school. Came home, and went on the computer. Took a shower (how did i know that one) Then he went to the "off the record" or "on the record" idk which one its called. Then he stayed the night at his sisters.

Thursday- Neil came home about 5. -Now hes on the computer, talking me lol. -he wants to play texas hold'em. Im pretty sure he has friends over right now..

well this is like the third time i have tried to update for hime so hopefully this time it will work? well thats about it. Neil loves you. <3

Meagan =D